“— I’m in pain all the time. — Where? — Inside. I can’t explain it.”— Clarice Lispector, The Hour Of The Star
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U could be one of the greatest things to happen in someone’s life, according to them, and they will still run away from that, from you, and somewhere along the way u will be sitting at a red light, accepting that they’re allowed to be skittish and you’re allowed to feel hurt and you will both grow from there
Every time I want to go to bed I end up thinking about astrology and concepts, so I’ll have to get this out my head to be able to sleep.
The first house is who I am, the seventh house is who I enjoy.
The second house is all my things, the eighth house is all my thoughts.
The third house is my study notes and texts, the ninth house is my essay and my scrapbook.
The fourth house is what I bring to the family, the tenth house is what I bring to the world.
The fifth house is what I bring to myself, the eleventh house is what I bring to my communities.
The sixth house is my health and how I serve society, the twelfth house is my worries and how I withdraw from it.
Find a soul that doesn’t lose appreciation once they are used to you.
writing as a way to take what is lost in apathy and exaggerate it back into emotional consciousness.
●○Reflection○●
Aries: You have the softest and warmest heart however you pretend that you don’t care. You don’t always have to be strong. You have the right to feel what you feel. Your reflection is tougher than in reality.
Taurus: Determination is awesome, being stubborn can lead to losing people. You are misunderstood and have a pure and calm aura. You are actually generous but not many people deserve to see it. Your reflection is greedier than in reality.
Gemini: Life is a game to you. Rules are meant to be broken without getting caught. Carelessness however, can get you in big trouble. Your reflection is more cheerful than in reality.
Cancer: Love doesn’t give you the right to manipulate anyone. I know you care A LOT but don’t waste it on people who don’t care. You deserve better. Your reflection is more innocent than in reality.
Leo: Acting self-confident won’t make your insecurities disappear. You are really brave when it comes to everything except yourself. Accept yourself before accepting others. Your reflection is more confident than in reality.
Virgo: No one is perfect. Nothing can be perfect. And that’s okay. Every hardship opens a new door to a new opportunity. Don’t be upset there are still endless possibilities and enough time. Your reflection is more professional than in reality.
Libra: Getting attached so easily can hurt you. I understand that you have a lot of love to give, however sometimes It’s good to be patient and wait for the right people to come to you. Your reflection is more independent than in reality.
Scorpio: Some people will not understand you, Some will. You tend to live life at extreme levels. Black and white. Don’t be afraid to voice your opinion If they don’t respect you, It’s their loss. Your reflection is more intimidating than in reality.
Sagittarius: Your mind as wild as your dreams. We understand you want to live life to It’s fullest. But slow down once in a while. Don’t get too caught up with the destination. Smell roses and stargaze along the way. Your reflection is more relaxed than in reality.
Capricorn: Success will bring you pride and prestige. However is that really the only thing you want? It’s really okay to be vulnearable. People can be better than they seem to be. Your reflection is more careless than in reality
Aqaurius: Some people can be considerate and kind. I know you don’t trust easily. But there are many people who love you who you can trust. Being unique is amazing but being different can also lead to thinking too much about what others think. Your reflection is colder than in reality.
Pisces: Reality can be horrifying. I understand. But If you want your dreams to come true, you have to make effort in the real world. You can even make the world around you a better place. Your reflection is more superficial than in reality.
Baby, my goal is to keep you smiling and cumming
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If I could share one piece of knowledge with you that I’ve had to learn the hard way it’s that - sometimes self-care is not about immediate gratification, but long term health.
Sometimes you have to cut a toxic friend or partner out and at first it hurts like hell, but it increases your future sense of serenity ten fold. Sometimes you have to skip on that next Netflix episode so you can get a bit of extra sleep and get through your week with more energy and mental clarity. Sometimes you have to choose healthier foods, because even though it might not taste as great as cake, your hormones and internal environment will be more balanced and set you up for long term happiness. Sometimes you have to give up a bit of time to go see a mental health professional and even though it’s not fun or enjoyable, overtime you notice a huge difference in your resilience and self-love. Don’t get me wrong, there is a place for short term gratification in self-care, but make sure that you’re not sacrificing long term happiness and health through unbalanced indulgence.
Descendant Signs 101
What? Your Descendant is ruled by Libra and Venus. It mainly represents relationships, partners, romance and who are attracted and why. Your Descendant is exactly opposite to your ascendant/rising sign and is held on the cusp of the 7th house.
Aries: You will attract and are attracted to people who possess Mars like qualities. People who are obvious, loud, aggressive (not like punch aggressive), blunt, and bright. You will have a libra Rising, and this indecisive, fair ‘attitude’ directly contradicts with the bright, aggressive, in your face people they attract. You are attracted to very kind and generous people too though.
Taurus: People who can provide for you are attractive in your opinion, in a relationship you crave someone who can be co-dependant with you and you can equally (heavily) rely on each other. You will have a Scorpio Rising sign, and this means you love to help people become the best version of themselves, so you may be attracted to people who are not similar to you so you can help them build on qualities they lack.
Gemini: You have a Sagittarius Rising to go with your Descendant. In relationships you like to be with someone you can feel free with, you like adventurous, constant change, and not too heavy commitment (at least at first). It will take the right kind of person to persuade you into marriage but you fall in love with the people you think are the most true and kind hearted (that’s your weakness).
Cancer: With a Capricorn rising , the people around you are the ones you hold the most dear and near to your heart. You are attracted to people who have similar family backgrounds to you, because this is a part of your life you find important to relate on. You attract people who want to take control of a relationship, you love to have an equal involvement, but like to be treated and be the one in a back seat.
Leo: Love can become an obsession to you, you are likely to be undoubtedly in love with love, This means you are attracted to people who are romantic, and pick out the smallest of details. You are incredibly attracted to people who make you feel like you can do more than what you already do, people who are inspiring and kind. You attract eccentric people who don’t know how to fit in because you show them they do. (Aquarius Rising).
Virgo: You are someone who changes yourself for you partner without even realising. You fall in love and are attracted to people who point out things about you that are permanent and you don’t change. For example “I love your natural curly hair”; it makes you feel actually wanted. You attract (luckily) very kind hearted people because they know they can give you a lot of love and affection. Pisces Rising.
Libra: You are someone who might overuse the term “it’s not you, it’s me”, but really mean it. You are attracted to people who tell you to sort your head out, and tell you not only when you are in the wrong, but when actually you aren’t. You are also attracted to people who really considers your feelings and needs. You attract lively and tenacious people, people who are fun loving and natural smooth talkers. Rising is Aries.
Scorpio: You partner will choose you because they want to really feel love. Your rising is Taurus. You are attracted to passionate people, who never do anything to make you feel jealous and concerned (unstable) in your relationship. You attract strong minded individuals. You fall in love very hard and crave the same in return.
Sagittarius: You are attracted to people you can talk on another level with; whether this is a deep talk or an intelligent conversation, In fact, you value the conversations over anything else. You attract people with hell of a will power. You attract people you are blunt and not co-dependant. Your Rising is Gemini, so you also think a physical connection is important, and will attract partners who feel the same.
Capricorn: You have a very emotional and sensitive rising sign; Cancer. You are attracted to people who value family and get along with yours (no matter what your relationship with them is). You tend to really fall for people who don’t make you feel like you have to do anything, as you often will feel like you need to be perfect and do everything perfectly for them. You attract people who have a huge sense of humour and love to be safe and feel secure.
Aquarius: You are attracted to people who challenge and attract people who are full on and intense. You fall in love with people who wear their hearts on their sleeves and love very openly and publicly. You attract people who want a 24/7 relationship and someone to really rely on. The people who want you tend to be wanted and are fairly dependant on you to make them feel good. You also attract very understanding people. Rising in Leo.
Pisces: Your ascendant/rising is Virgo (the virgin). You attract people who are sensual, and love the physical parts of relationships. You also attract very intelligent people, who like balanced and honest relationships, too (just pick them apart wisely). You like people to be romantic for you, especially when they aren’t naturally romantic people. You are attracted to people who are unapoligetically themselves, people you just couldn’t change even if you wanted to.
(Source: astro-logystar)
